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Regarding roleplays...

For some reasons, there are some roleplays that I just can't get into. I tried, really, and I wanted to be interested in it. But my interest in it just got...lost somewhere, which was neither side's fault, but I just felt that it became more of a burden to me than anything. I wanted to try something else, then I felt my rp partner was still very much interested in it (and probably won't be interested if I offered to change themes/scenes/characters and then it'll become awkward). Sometimes it would be the other way around; I was so interested to rp in this theme, and I was enjoying it so much, then suddenly my rp partner told me they didn't enjoy it and would rather drop the rp altogether. Fair enough, of course, but I'm starting to think I'll never find an rp partner with interests and preference close to mine.

Sometimes I was so interested in an idea because it seemed like lots of fun when I and my rp partner talk about it. But as soon as we put those ideas into work, I realized that I know a lot less about the particular theme/scene/era/stuff than my rp partner. It made me uncomfortable, very much so; having an rp with such unbalanced knowledge, and I'd feel stupid (despite of how nice my rp partner(s) are, because it really isn't about them)...and I don't like feeling stupid. Researching takes a lot of time, and I'll happily do it if my partner is doing it as well; see, I'm more than willing to do it if neither side of the rp know a lot more already. But I can't say this to my rp partner...some people could take this in a calm, relaxed way, but some other couldn't. When I disappear (which is what I usually do when an rp turn uncomfortable for me), I might hurt them. They might not even want to talk to me again or something, and I'd feel guilty.

So, why am I ranting again?

Anyway, I noticed that some of the people I used to talk with months ago haven't been around recently. I suppose I should've expected it when I went on hiatus because of college. Still...too bad. I used to know really fun people. Now I should consider myself lucky if someone write me something interesting or able to make me smile. Even the roleplays aren't that exciting anymore. I'm on holiday, something I've been waiting for a while...but I feel dreadfully bored. And I guess it's sort of my fault for having a hiatus and being rather boring myself. Ahh. I need something interesting, soon, or I might lose interest in even logging into this site.

Maybe I should just close this account and start somewhere new?

PM is ending soon, cha?

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 1, 2014, 11:22 AM
...And the one who gave me that awesome PM had deactivated their account for quite a while :c
On other news: I can move my left arm slightly now...hurrah! Elbow's still hurt like hnng but I can feel it healing ahahah

Also, it's exam week next week.
And the week after.

But nothing can stop me from roleplaying <333 and I'm currently in need of random rps with any of my characters (or I can always make someone new pff) because even though I'm roleplaying with awesome peeps even now, I really need more to keep my mind off my elbaww.

So yeah, that.
I'm so boring lololol

Anyone got an interesting story/idea/stuff to share with me? Anyone?

Art: chicho-san
Diseņo: Taishi-umi
Codes:moonfreak

ugh

Journal Entry: Fri May 9, 2014, 8:25 PM
So yeah, I just got back from the hospital. I fell, broke and dislocated my left elbow, and for the time being I can only type with one hand. Surgery's coming (don't know when though). Anyway, just a heads up that any pictures/rp replies/etc that I owe you will be coming late.

Fortunately(?) I drew that Megan drawing a few hours before.

So tired lol.  Gotta get some sleep.

I hope these people read this:
ChaoticallyKhaos
Hiboru
proud-to-be-haitian
Insane-Alchemist
Marinia-Storyweaver
Csknight1991

~~COMMISSIONS JOURNAL~~:iconletter-oplz::iconletter-pplz::iconletter-eplz::iconletter-nplz:
Commission is OPEN.
PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS BELOW IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0
I can only draw human being.Llama Emoji-18 (Eating Ramen) [V1]  So if it's not human (and you would really like me to draw it for you anyway) I'll draw its human version, haha.
OCs, anime characters, movie characters, your ID picture, you and your bff(s), my style drawing of a real person, superheroes, Disney princesses, anime-fication from a tin plate photograph, idk...as long as it's a human being I think I can handle it :'D
Check out my gallery if you wish to see my style and preferences. I can experiment if you'd like me to, but the closest it is to what I usually draw, the b
ROLEPLAYING INFO!** You can still RP with me even if we had RPed before and our previous RP(s) didn't last very long. Just because we didn't make it that long that time doesn't mean we failed at RPing, and just because one (or both) of us wasn't interested that time doesn't mean that either (or both) of our characters weren't interesting! Every characters has their own charm ^_^ We can always try again, and again, and again with different characters for fun (and to practice to be better RPers ourselves)!
Name:
La...or Li...or Lala...or Lali.
Experience:
I've been roleplaying on this site for 4+ years.
Languages:
English.
* Characters using another languages [including foreign characters] will have their languages 'English-ized' for convenience sake, so there's no need to depend on Google Translator.
Favorite genres/setting:
------in no order
1. Historical [No, I don't write in medieval/victorianesque style...I only use normal


Like, hi.

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 18, 2014, 9:03 PM


Yey ho.

I often feel like writing a journal, but after picking which skin to use, how to start, and all other stuff, I usually end up not writing anything. Which pissed me off a little. There are so many things I want to write, so many things I want to let out. There are so many topics that I wanted to start to...I don't know, make it a little bit more lively here. But I rarely could.

Now, it's alright if we're talking about normal, casual, every day topic...but I'm like that with my emotions too. There are so many things I want to convey through my drawings, my writings, my face, etc. But it end up either looking nothing like what I had in mind, or only portrayed the slightest of what I'm feeling. And then I got confused thinking of what's wrong with me.

Example: right now. I'm listening to a nice little song from the singer that I like, not particularly swamped with homework, not in the middle of doing one of my part times. I have some free time, surprisingly. And now as I sit in front of my laptop, comfortably seated; with my sketchpad and drawing tools withing my reach...I just don't know what to do and wasn't sure whether I want to do something in particular.

Like...I really want to, but I can never let it out exactly as I wanted, and it made me reluctant to do it, and now I don't want to do it anymore for the moment. And then I'll regret spending my free time in vain. Because there are so much I want to do that I was in no mood to do when I have the time.

So yes...

And to think that I'm no longer a teenager...

By the way, you're free to ignore this little rant about my momentary indecisiveness. And, like, you don't even have to comment or anything. I love comments, but you don't have to, but I'll appreciate it if you do, but--

Nevermind. Ignore me.


~~COMMISSIONS JOURNAL~~:iconletter-oplz::iconletter-pplz::iconletter-eplz::iconletter-nplz:
Commission is OPEN.
PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS BELOW IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0
I can only draw human being.Llama Emoji-18 (Eating Ramen) [V1]  So if it's not human (and you would really like me to draw it for you anyway) I'll draw its human version, haha.
OCs, anime characters, movie characters, your ID picture, you and your bff(s), my style drawing of a real person, superheroes, Disney princesses, anime-fication from a tin plate photograph, idk...as long as it's a human being I think I can handle it :'D
Check out my gallery if you wish to see my style and preferences. I can experiment if you'd like me to, but the closest it is to what I usually draw, the b
ROLEPLAYING INFO!** You can still RP with me even if we had RPed before and our previous RP(s) didn't last very long. Just because we didn't make it that long that time doesn't mean we failed at RPing, and just because one (or both) of us wasn't interested that time doesn't mean that either (or both) of our characters weren't interesting! Every characters has their own charm ^_^ We can always try again, and again, and again with different characters for fun (and to practice to be better RPers ourselves)!
Name:
La...or Li...or Lala...or Lali.
Experience:
I've been roleplaying on this site for 4+ years.
Languages:
English.
* Characters using another languages [including foreign characters] will have their languages 'English-ized' for convenience sake, so there's no need to depend on Google Translator.
Favorite genres/setting:
------in no order
1. Historical [No, I don't write in medieval/victorianesque style...I only use normal


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To=do list lalalililalalii.deviantart.com…

YO THERE
SPREAD THE WORD WILL YA

AND READ FIRST BEFORE ASKING

Yes, since I'm on drawing mood now, I'm open for art trades, requests, and commissions ^_^ I'm also working on contest pieces and personal pieces at the moment, by the way, so do be patient when you ask for an art trade/request/commission (though I will always put commissions on top of my to do list).

Also, I plan on doing a contest. Go here Contest?Big Fool Emoji-12 (Pervy Flirt) [V2] ...If I plan to make a contest, would anyone be interested to join and/or help by donating prizes?
I mean, I've tried hosting a contest twice, and both contest failed since I got so few entries and so little interest for a reason I didn't know (despite of the abundance of prizes :'c). Decided to ask first before hosting one now, hoping it won't be another failed contest by me...
So yeah, anyone? ;;;
to give me some feedback on whether or not you might join/help me with prizes. Really, some feedback would be appreciated.

Anyway for the art trade/request/commission, I have rules. Scroll down for more info on the rules.

WHAT I WON'T DRAW
# Porn
# Fully nude figures
# Fetish art
# Horrifyingly intricate outfit details
# Detailed headgear
# Armors/ intricate weapons
# Spacesuits/ astronaut gears
# Robots/mechas/other kinds of machinery
# Vehicles and people inside a vehicle
# Realistic-looking animals
# People older than 40 years old
# People younger than 5 years old
# Heavy muscles
# Detailed background

WHAT I MIGHT DRAW (do ask first whether I can do it or not)
# Very soft yaoi (kissing/hugging/glomping/cuddling)
# Very soft yuri (kissing/hugging/glomping/cuddling)
# Animals/furries in my chibi style
# Extremely long hair
# Light muscles
# Steampunk sort of details
# Dynamic poses
# Bald people
# Freaky hairstyles
# Complicated wings/horns/tails
# Headgear
# Detailed shoes
# Simple background

WHAT I WILL DRAW
# Females from 15 to 40 years old
# Males from 15 to 40 years old
# Younger peeps from 5 to 15 years old
# Feminine modern dresses (including lolitas)
# Casual outfits/shirts/hoodies/labcoats/winterwears
# Dresses/gowns from the 1300s to the modern time
# Robes/cloaks/coats/mantles/capes
# Male fancy/dandy suit-outfit-things
# Normal/casual poses
# Romantic poses
# Any sort of normal hairstyle as long as it has bangs
# Wings/horns/tails
# Very simple weapons
# Very simple shoes
# Very simple background

If what you'd like me to draw is not listed above yet, ask me ^_^ I won't bite you or eat your brain or anything, you know.

Now here are the rules:

:iconletter-cplz::iconletter-oplz::iconletter-mplz::iconletter-mplz::iconletter-iplz::iconletter-splz::iconletter-splz::iconletter-iplz::iconletter-oplz::iconletter-nplz::iconletter-splz:

1. Check my gallery first to know what I usually draw.
2. You don't have to be my watcher to ask for a commission.
3. Specify what would you like me to draw. More info (lots of info!) on a SEPARATE JOURNAL ~~COMMISSIONS JOURNAL~~:iconletter-oplz::iconletter-pplz::iconletter-eplz::iconletter-nplz:
Commission is OPEN.
PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS BELOW IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0
I can only draw human being.Llama Emoji-18 (Eating Ramen) [V1]  So if it's not human (and you would really like me to draw it for you anyway) I'll draw its human version, haha.
OCs, anime characters, movie characters, your ID picture, you and your bff(s), my style drawing of a real person, superheroes, Disney princesses, anime-fication from a tin plate photograph, idk...as long as it's a human being I think I can handle it :'D
Check out my gallery if you wish to see my style and preferences. I can experiment if you'd like me to, but the closest it is to what I usually draw, the b
I made for commission information. Yes, commissions and requests have their own separate journals, I just put the rules here for my own convenience.
4. Appreciate the work by commenting AND faving the artwork I made.

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:iconpink-tplz::iconpink-rplz::iconpink-aplz::iconpink-dplz::iconpink-eplz::iconpink-splz:
READ THE RULES FIRST BEFORE ASKING, PLEASE, JUST PLEASE...READ IT FIRST
1. Check my gallery first to know what I usually draw
2. You don't have to be a watcher to ask for an art trade, but a watch, a couple of faves, and a few comments on my art is appreciated.
3. Specify what would you like to trade. Headshot? Half body? Full body? In what expression? In what outfit (if your characters have more than one outfit)?
4. If you want a specific pose, give me a PICTURE of a pose you want me to draw. Link it here.
5. I expect the same effort as what I'm about to give... e.g. if you only want to draw a sketch, don't ask for a colored drawing, and if you only want to draw a headshot, don't ask for a full body.
6. No BG from me due to my own limitations (I'm still working on it), meaning you don't have to add background on your half of the trade either.
7. Not more than 2 people in one picture (don't forget that I'll be expecting a couple picture from you if you ask a couple from me).
8. Not more than 1 trades for each person in a month.
9. Appreciate the work by commenting AND faving the artwork I made.
10. Still want an artwork but doesn't want to draw my characters? Consider commissioning me instead.

IF YOU'D LIKE AN ART TRADE, GO ON AND COMMENT ON THIS JOURNAL.Comment on this journal ONLY if you want an art trade. Commissions and requests have their own separate journals, I just put the rules here for my own convenience.

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READ THE RULES FIRST BEFORE ASKING, PLEASE, JUST PLEASE...READ IT FIRST
1. Check my gallery first to know what I usually draw
2. You don't have to be a watcher to ask for a request, though a watch, a couple of faves, and a few comments on my art is appreciated. But feel free to request even if you just want free art and doesn't really like my artworks
3. I only do request in CHIBIS. So it's not going to be my normal drawing style. Normal drawing style is for commissions and art trades only.
4. My chibis are most likely full body, but of course if you only give me a half body reference, then you'll get a half body chibi. I will wait for the refs before working, so the longer you give me the refs, the slower you'll get your chibi.
5. I don't do colored requests. If you want it colored, consider commissioning me or doing an art trade with me instead.
6. Not more than 5 chibis in one picture.
7. Not more than 2 requests for each person in a month.
8. CHIBI REQUESTS HAVE A SEPARATE JOURNAL, SO PLEASE COMMENT THERE Chibisss --- request away~! ouoKEEP THE REQUESTS COMING, MY PRETTIES :iconyaygilbirdplz:
If you have requested but haven't received the artwork, then stay tuned for the updates of this journal and scroll down to see if your character(s) are down there. ouo
***If you'd rather get my normal drawing(s), then my commission journal is right here http://lalalililalalii.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-JOURNAL-390641412 ***
Go ahead and request in a comment if you want a chibi .u.
If you're wondering how my chibis look like, well, they're pretty silly. ouo;

But anyway, I have free time, and it's the new year, and apart from me having random stomachaches, I'm feeling pretty good. ouo <3 sooo...anyone wants a chibi?
It's simple!
Put a thumbnail/link reference of your character and tell me what pose you'd like.
Meaning if you say that the pose is up to me, I'll simply draw them standing u
Commissions and requests have their own separate journals, I just put the rules here for my own convenience.
9. Appreciate the work by commenting AND faving the artwork I made.
10. Still want an artwork in my normal style instead of my chibi style? Consider commissioning me instead.

***~~~*** SOME THINGS TO CONSIDER ***~~~***
1. Chibis would be the fastest for me to finish [could be less than 2 days]
2. Colored full body artwork would be the longest [might be more than 2 weeks depending on lots of things]
3. I prefer to trade headshot/half body sketches, since it's easier to do than full body drawing but looks much nicer than chibi drawing, plus it's also quick for me to finish those [usually less than a week]
4. The more you ask for a character, the longer you'll have to wait to get the artwork. So a full body colored couple with simple background might take up to 3 weeks (including gathering my mood to draw and color, lol)
5. I have the right to refuse a request, an art trade, or a commission offer if I don't feel comfortable with some thing(s). Just saying.

Anyway, here's the links again
FOR ART TRADES, COMMENT ON THIS JOURNAL.
FOR REQUESTS, I HAVE A SEPARATE JOURNAL Chibisss --- request away~! ouoKEEP THE REQUESTS COMING, MY PRETTIES :iconyaygilbirdplz:
If you have requested but haven't received the artwork, then stay tuned for the updates of this journal and scroll down to see if your character(s) are down there. ouo
***If you'd rather get my normal drawing(s), then my commission journal is right here http://lalalililalalii.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-JOURNAL-390641412 ***
Go ahead and request in a comment if you want a chibi .u.
If you're wondering how my chibis look like, well, they're pretty silly. ouo;

But anyway, I have free time, and it's the new year, and apart from me having random stomachaches, I'm feeling pretty good. ouo <3 sooo...anyone wants a chibi?
It's simple!
Put a thumbnail/link reference of your character and tell me what pose you'd like.
Meaning if you say that the pose is up to me, I'll simply draw them standing u

FOR COMMISSIONS, I HAVE A SEPARATE JOURNAL ~~COMMISSIONS JOURNAL~~:iconletter-oplz::iconletter-pplz::iconletter-eplz::iconletter-nplz:
Commission is OPEN.
PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS BELOW IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0
I can only draw human being.Llama Emoji-18 (Eating Ramen) [V1]  So if it's not human (and you would really like me to draw it for you anyway) I'll draw its human version, haha.
OCs, anime characters, movie characters, your ID picture, you and your bff(s), my style drawing of a real person, superheroes, Disney princesses, anime-fication from a tin plate photograph, idk...as long as it's a human being I think I can handle it :'D
Check out my gallery if you wish to see my style and preferences. I can experiment if you'd like me to, but the closest it is to what I usually draw, the b


Even if you're the skim-reading type, do READ THE RULES FIRST BEFORE ASKING for an art trade/request/commission ^_^

That is all.


Contest?

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 27, 2014, 10:43 AM
Big Fool Emoji-12 (Pervy Flirt) [V2] ...If I plan to make a contest, would anyone be interested to join and/or help by donating prizes?

I mean, I've tried hosting a contest twice, and both contest failed since I got so few entries and so little interest for a reason I didn't know (despite of the abundance of prizes :'c). Decided to ask first before hosting one now, hoping it won't be another failed contest by me...

So yeah, anyone? ;;;




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Hm

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 16, 2014, 10:45 PM
Rant time.

...I have already joined two contests whose host simply canceled the contest without warning (I know one of them deleted the entire journal, because I couldn't trace the journal back to them). Another one of the contest hosts simply left the entrants hanging because they haven't updated for months and never replied to anything anyone asked on the contest journal.

Hm. :I

Now I'm wondering why. I don't think it's because of the lack of attention; at least one of them got more than 10 people responding that someone wanted to join (some have even set their entries). And not because the lack of prize(s). And not because nobody made it to the deadline. So...why, then?

I mean, what, free art?

There are lots of other ways for people to get free art, actually. I offered requests (and still offering it) on my other journal. And some of the awesome deviants around here who offered free artworks are much better than me skill-wise. It really is not hard to get free art from generous people of the deviantArt.

But, see, I dedicate myself to each of the entries I sent. I worked hard to get the entries done inbetween college/job/chores even though it might not be perfect. I did my best. And it pissed me off when the host of a contest I'm in suddenly decided the contest is no longer on, without giving as much as a warning or offering an apology to all the entrants involved.

To me it looks like they don't think the entries even worth the time for them to give warnings or apologize beforehand. It's impolite, annoying, and it makes them seem they belittled the effort the entrants made to join their contests.

It's different when they already mentioned you'll need at least 5 entries or something for the contest to go on, or when they mentioned any other possibilities that they might not continue the contest. But they did not. Nothing implied on the original journal, nothing explicit or implicit. So what's their excuse(s), if any?

I myself have made two failed contests: one of them had only two participants who actually submitted their entries. I tried to gather as many prizes as I can, and I only got TWO PARTICIPANTS. It sucks. But I didn't drop the contest, even after 75% of the entrants said they couldn't meet the deadline (despite of the fact that they have more than a months to work on it and I even allowed sketches for entries). I didn't, because I don't want to be unfair to people who were interested enough in my contest to make an effort to create their artwork(s).

So...why, contest hosts?
What actually WAS your excuse?

At least I'm still decent enough not to put your name on the hall of shame. Be grateful.

Chibisss --- request away~! ouo

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 2, 2014, 7:15 AM
KEEP THE REQUESTS COMING, MY PRETTIES :iconyaygilbirdplz:
If you have requested but haven't received the artwork, then stay tuned for the updates of this journal and scroll down to see if your character(s) are down there. ouo

***If you'd rather get my normal drawing(s), then my commission journal is right here lalalililalalii.deviantart.com… ***

Go ahead and request in a comment if you want a chibi .u.
If you're wondering how my chibis look like, well, they're pretty silly. ouo;
LftB - Adeline and Jonathan Chibis by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - Adeline and Benedict Chibis by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - Adeline and Mary-Jane Chibis by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - Adeline and Lucio Chibis by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - Adeline and Leonard Chibis by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - Adeline and Anneliese Chibis by LalaLiliLalaLii

But anyway, I have free time, and it's the new year, and apart from me having random stomachaches, I'm feeling pretty good. ouo <3 sooo...anyone wants a chibi?

It's simple!
Put a thumbnail/link reference of your character and tell me what pose you'd like.
Meaning if you say that the pose is up to me, I'll simply draw them standing upfront facing the hypothetical camera .____.
Ahh I'm willing to draw lots of different things in chibi form, so request away.

FOR THE RULES, READ HERE lalalililalalii.deviantart.com…

Oh.
As long as the title isn't saying that the chibi request is closed, it means it's open - u -
And this is a request. Meaning free art. You don't have to give me anything in return. ouo

If you want the unwatermarked version, let me know and I'll remove the watermark for a while for you to save the unwatermarked one.

:iconheyalexplz:~~~~~{ THIS }~~~~~ :iconheyalexplz:
...is where I put things in case I forget who asked for what =w=
:bulletgreen::bulletgreen: DONE
Don't forget to check out these cuties~
ChibiReq - Esther by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Red by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Irri by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Aidah by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Angelica by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Kira by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Allen by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Alice by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Anika by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Malaak by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Dextiry by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Nb-540 by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Ivy by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Lilly by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Mitta by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Ylva by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Jackie by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Lilith by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Seiji+Natsumi by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Lucy by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Edward+Emmy by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Naoki + Takano by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Nivis + Nirael by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Yasuko + Akemi by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Angela by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Five by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Cerull by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Foxbeast by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReg - Three Besties by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Nathan + Rej by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Vincent by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Elena by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - FailedMonster by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Mona by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Pokesona by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Bobby by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Paradox by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Lola by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Tombalina by LalaLiliLalaLii Chibi Hiven and Chibi Lilac by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Mizuko by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Rai by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Death by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - Grown up Mary-Jane, all chibified by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - Grown up Benedict, all chibified by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Serenia by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Almir + Astryd by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Kazu + Sumia by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Satan + Lilith by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Joel + Ellie by LalaLiliLalaLii ChibiReq - Epix, Levi, Eren by LalaLiliLalaLii Request - CommanderReader + Rapunzel by LalaLiliLalaLii Request - Melody and Ryumana by LalaLiliLalaLii Request - Kaoru by LalaLiliLalaLii Request - Lamia+Vladislav by LalaLiliLalaLii Request - Setsu+Riri by LalaLiliLalaLii

:bulletred::bulletred: NOT YET DONE
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BY THE WAY
if you want more requests, check this person out~! ouo :iconportmanteal: Portmanteal

A Question

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 28, 2013, 8:16 PM
If you have only three hours left to life, what are you going to do? And why?

Something About DA's Mention Feature

Sat Nov 16, 2013, 4:53 AM


The realization just struck me not longer than a day ago that the new feature of this site, the "mention" feature, has the side effect I don't like.

The feature takes away privacy. My privacy. I wrote someone's deviantArt name and they will instantly be notified of it. I just can't stay hidden from the people I wanted to hide from while being decent and tell others that some pieces of drawings I made was made for them. So, what? I should just stop writing the information of who commissioned a piece from me? That would affect other people who also commissioned artworks from me. I need to put the credit for the ocs that people asked me to draw. Dammit.

To be honest, this is not my first time being on the deviantArt. I've been here longer than some "senior" members, just changed accounts every now and then because some people just freakin insisted on tailing me. Why? Well, I haven't the slightest idea. I'm not stalk-worthy. I'm not even that well-known, my artworks aren't even that superb, my presence in this site other than posting things once in a while is minimum. So I don't know.

I tried to block people, but that only resulted in people thinking I'm a douche. I tried blocking and hiding messages, but that only resulted in people thinking my account is suspicious, that I might be a troll, an art thief, a spammer, etc. Then I tried changing accounts...staying longer in RP accounts than in my main, disappearing forever from my first. A never ending hiatus. That resulted in me losing friends and important messages, memories.

It's quiet for a while, though. But now that I managed to stay away from the few who stalked me, after I managed it for more than a year...then suddenly: WHAM! They're here. Again. It's as if there's no stopping them. With each features this site creates, another problem pop out into the surface. Like how people give favorites or art or a watch...for llama badges. Llama badges. They started as an April's Fool joke for heaven sake. People fight one another for those badges, calling the other a liar when someone refuse to give it, etc. And that's only the llama badges. Don't make me start about the search feature, the commission widget, the whole points system, and everything else.

Now this site is a good site, I like it, which explains why I stayed all this time. But sometimes it just sucks. Maybe I'll find out a problem with the stash thing soon. Or with other new features of this site. And I hate it when I start thinking that everything on this site can be a tool for those pansies to get to me. I won't feel at ease using them.

Yeah, I'm paranoid. You don't like it? Not my problem. I need to get this out of my system...else I will have to either change accounts or leave for good.

Design & Code by Celvas
Great many thanks to Kiam

2013

Tue Nov 12, 2013, 4:21 AM


November already. Dude. I can't believe that this year almost ends. Time does go faster than lightning, it seems, especially lately to me. It felt like it was just yesterday that people celebrated the coming of the year 2013 (after all the hype about the end of the world), and now suddenly it's almost 2014.

It also means that I will have to finish my studies quick. The routines of being an undergraduate is boring, tiring, and not emotionally stimulating in a healthy way, not to mention that I'm no longer in tune with the whole campus-y atmosphere. It's not like when I first stepped into the halls of the building anymore. I love studying, it will always be the strongest part of me, the part of me that pushes me to learn about the working of the world...but not quite as literally as I've been doing the past 15ish years. I think I need to get a real job, something I can pour my heart and soul and skill and thoughts into. I don't know if I can find a job interesting enough for me to trust myself to stay there for long, but I know I'm supposed to graduate as soon as I can.

The ending of this year also means that I need to evaluate my general timeline as an artist, to acknowledge what I'm good at and do what I can to work on my weaknesses.  Not an easy task, since people I know in real life seem to see my whole artistic passion as a weakness, and (even now) they still wish I don't spend so much time loving art. Oh well. I'm feeling pretty uninspired lately at everything, but I know it's the effect of slaving myself over my studies and my job. It's just that I'm in no mood for roleplaying now most of all, because I don't want my RPs become a half-rant. I wouldn't like it.

And there's one more thing I need to look at: my personal achievements. Before this, I'm not so concerned about it, perhaps because I felt that I still have time, and that I'm still young, etc. Now that it's nearing the first quarter decade of my life, and I saw some people younger than me dead, dying, or destroying themselves by doing things they would later regret. I felt that I need to focus on trying to do good so I won't be distracted by trying something bad. I need to achieve something, some sort of a milestone, I don't know...something I can look back at to give me moral boosts every now and then...just in case I ever need something to tell myself I have done something I'm proud of.

Of all the things occupying my mind, that one takes the most space.

Anyway, Imma stop rambling and will just ask how are you guys doing...I saw that some of my friends just went MIA on me, but for those of you who stayed, how are things going with you?

Design & Code by Celvas
Great many thanks to Kiam

Hey there

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 14, 2013, 3:48 AM
Delays...a lot of delays...I'm swamped with homework and things to do at work, but I will try not to make the delays become too much for the awesome peeps here. And I will comment/reply/talk to you as soon as I have the time :0

How is everyone doing?

ROLEPLAYING INFO!

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 21, 2013, 11:24 AM
** You can still RP with me even if we had RPed before and our previous RP(s) didn't last very long. Just because we didn't make it that long that time doesn't mean we failed at RPing, and just because one (or both) of us wasn't interested that time doesn't mean that either (or both) of our characters weren't interesting! Every characters has their own charm ^_^ We can always try again, and again, and again with different characters for fun (and to practice to be better RPers ourselves)!

Name:
La...or Li...or Lala...or Lali.

Experience:
I've been roleplaying on this site for 4+ years.

Languages:
English.
* Characters using another languages [including foreign characters] will have their languages 'English-ized' for convenience sake, so there's no need to depend on Google Translator.

Favorite genres/setting:
------in no order
1. Historical [No, I don't write in medieval/victorianesque style...I only use normal English even though I love historical genre and setting so much because it's more convenient for me]
2. Wartime
3. Fantasy
4. Drama [slightly angsty storylines]
5. Casual [not necessarily romance, mainly just friendship, can be modern or slightly historical, can be school-setting as well]
6. Romance [keeping it PG though, because I share laptop with someone much younger]
7. Post-apocalyptic/ dystopian
8. I'm fine with darker themes as long as it is discussed first

Least favorite genres/setting:
1. Fetish thing.
2. Deep science-fiction
3. Action [because for some reasons this tend to lean towards Sue-ing and godmodding from my experience]
4. Extremely dramatized setting with illogical/forced explanation

What do you look for in an RPer?
1. Someone who is careful with their grammar/spelling even if English isn't their native language, doesn't abbreviate random words, know the difference between "their/they're/there" and "you were/your/you're". No need to use medieval/ victorianized/ stylized terms, just use proper English please.
2. Two way feedback [both sides contributing to build the atmosphere, both sides continuously attempting to give ideas to make the rp last longer], someone as excited as I am for a plot.
3. Honesty. If either RPer no longer find the RP interesting at all, they should mention it and both RPers should discuss whether or not they should start another RP (either with the same character or with different character)
4. Justifiable, logical, realistic characters with justifiable powers/abilities/background story. Someone who is willing to do researches about a lot of things and WILL NOT do things without any logical base whatsoever.

What do you look for in an RP?
1. Interesting character(s)
2. Interesting plot/theme/ideas/plot twists
2. Paragraph format/ "lit" style is preferred
3. Character chemistry
4. Continuous feedback from both sides of the RP

RP Platforms:
1. dA notes
2. dA comments

I don't do dAchat/skype/other chatting platform(s) because my connection sucks in general and my time zone is strange to most RPer I know.

Frequency:
Less than 7 days.
* I reply faster [within a day] when I'm more interested with a certain RP or character, and longer [within a week] when I'm less interested. The level of interest vary from time to time, from scene to scene, from theme to theme, from idea to idea, and from character to character though.

By the way, I'm the type to adjust my character to suit the situation of the RP and I only hope you will attempt to do the same. For example...even if I have a character that cares nothing about others' businesses and would prefer to be silent all the time...if you should pick that character, the character would definitely NOT be silent all the time otherwise, how is the RP going to progress lol and the said character might be a little curious about others, if that's only to keep the RP going.

My character(s) might have an extreme point or two on their personality in my story, but the RP world isn't my story, the place/era isn't exactly the place/era of the world I created for my story...so there's going to be friendly adjustments. At least I ask you to try to do the same.

**Figured I should give a bit of a warning:
I have difficulty saying no.  If I find the RP far more exhausting than exciting for any reasons, despite of any efforts (which I will definitely make if I think there's still any chance to safe the RP), then I might slowly disappear on you. I apologize beforehand.

~~COMMISSIONS JOURNAL~~

Sun Aug 4, 2013, 4:02 AM


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Commission is OPEN.

PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS BELOW IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0

I can only draw human being.Llama Emoji-18 (Eating Ramen) [V1]  So if it's not human (and you would really like me to draw it for you anyway) I'll draw its human version, haha.

OCs, anime characters, movie characters, your ID picture, you and your bff(s), my style drawing of a real person, superheroes, Disney princesses, anime-fication from a tin plate photograph, idk...as long as it's a human being I think I can handle it :'D

Check out my gallery if you wish to see my style and preferences. I can experiment if you'd like me to, but the closest it is to what I usually draw, the better and faster your commissioned art will be.

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Here are some examples of my artworks:

SKETCHES
Commission - Khirid by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - The Warmth of Your Lips by LalaLiliLalaLii Commission - Gambit by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - I Know He is Hiding Here (Sketch) by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest - Lucio and Skunks by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB [Sketch] - Golden Curls by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest - Conall by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest - Mariya+Aidan by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest Entry - Raegan and Ricky (Sketch) by LalaLiliLalaLii

COLORED
LftB [Col] - Golden Curls by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest - (Conall) Moment of peace by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest - In your arms by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB [Col] - The Warmth of Your Lips by LalaLiliLalaLii LftB - You'll be Safe Now by LalaLiliLalaLii The Black of Strength, The Red of Courage by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest - Skunk Time! by LalaLiliLalaLii Contest - Raegan + Ricky (Col) by LalaLiliLalaLii

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Points? Cash? Either is fine.
Price depends on complexity, but at least you know the price range, no?

Below is the pricing for each single character.
No more than TWO characters in one picture for best result.
[Though if you want me to draw, for example, 10 headshots in the same picture anyway, I can try]

HEAD TO BUST
Sketch =  250 - 500 points/ $2.5- $5
Colored  = 500 - 1,000 points/ $5 - $10

WAIST UP
Sketch = 750 - 1,500 points/ $7.5 - $15
Colored  = 1,500 - 2,500 points/ $15 - $25

I'm not currently offering for a full body drawing unless your character wears a floor-length dress/tunic/skirt/robe that covers their legs from the knee-down.

If your character wears such and you'd like a full body drawing of them, then let me know and we can discuss the price. Just an info, though, full body sketches starts at 2,000 points or $20.


PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS BELOW IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0


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If you want to commission me to draw for you, here are the things I require:

1. The link to at least one PICTURE of your character.
Colorless picture is alright if you only want a sketch, but if you'd like a colored drawing then I need colored reference. I don't care whether you draw/color it yourself or get it drawn/colored for you, as long as the character IS yours. No 5000-words description, please. The only description I need is the short  description of your character's personality.

2. The short description of your character's personality.
Please make it clear about the MAIN personality trait your character has. A few lines should be enough. Please DON'T tell me that your character is like some character in an anime and expect me to know the anime AND the character. Just assume I don't, to be safe, and explain anyway.

Unless you want me to draw a character from an anime...instead of your oc.
In that case, please sum up their main characteristic in several words C:

3. The reference for the pose you'd like your character to be in.
I have no imagination (or just consider me to have none), so telling me that it's "Up to you~" doesn't help. Emoji33 If you want a very specific pose, give me a link to a PICTURE of the pose you like, and I'll try my best to draw it. No description, please. The only description I need is the short  description of your character's personality.

Unless you just want your character(s) to be drawn in standard front-facing pose. In that case, then you don't need a pose reference.

4. What kind of a commission you'd like.
Headshot? Bust up? Waist up? Sketch? Colored?

5. Due date, if any.
I want to know if there's a deadline for something related to the artwork. If it doesn't matter to you how fast I work on it, then just tell me that time isn't an issue.


PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS ABOVE IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0


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Do we pay before you start or after? o3o
Before I start.

How long does it take you to finish a commission? .o.
For a colored waist-up commission of a single person, I usually take no longer than a week on my normal mood. Head to bust would take no longer than three days. If for some reasons there's a noticeably long delay due to anything, I will make a journal and/or inform you personally about it.

I need it tomorrow, though?!
Ugh....  Llama Emoji-20 (Grumpy) [V1]  Fine. If you really need it quick, prepare some extra 200 points and I'll see what I can do :I

I want to commission you to draw animal/ sonic/ anthro/ car/ yacht/ pokemon/ pony/ bazooka/ robot/ thisrarecreaturethatnobodyknowsbutme...
Nonononono. Seriously. I'm bad at those things....I want to draw to the best of my ability and I want it to be as good as I can make for you. So please don't ask me to draw those above.

...Not even if I pay you extra? In cash? .o.
Dude, if you have enough cash to commission someone else that is more proficient than me to draw your creature, then you better do it. I don't want to accept the challenge to draw your creature only to disappoint you if the final result isn't as rad as you imagined.

Can I just direct you to my gallery and tell you to pick one of my characters? I have like 160736976493868 of them . 7 .
Sure. o3o But I will pick the one that's the easiest for me to draw, in that case.

How many characters can you draw for one person? o3o
No limit, I think ._. As long as they're to be drawn separately.

I want the full resolution artwork! o7o Can you, like, send it to my email or something?
Sure. o3o

Will the commissioned artwork be watermarked?
Yep. I watermark my things as I post it here. When you want to save the non-watermarked version of it, note me so I can remove the watermark for a while.

Can I use the artwork for commercial purposes?
No you can't Llama Emoji 33 (Down or Depressed) [V2] ...Personal uses only. If for some weird reasons you need my help to make art for commercial purposes then we can talk via note, because commercial commissions would differ in price compared to personal commissions.

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THINGS I WON'T DRAW:
1. Any creature other than human beings (if the said human being has something like fox ears or kitty tails, it's totally okay though.)
2. Porn/Hentai (I'm fine with kissing/hugging/glomping for boyxgirl, boyxboy, and girlxgirl, but nothing hardcore)
3. Fully nude figures (bikinis/undies/swimsuits/sexy corsets are okay).
4. Fetish drawings (if the fetish theme is subtle...I might draw it, so note me)
5. Freakishly hard-to-copy designs, especially heavy armors. You want me to draw something like this www.wall321.com/thumbnails/det… ? ? No, seriously, no
6. Also, intricate outfits like these 2.bp.blogspot.com/-SLAG_U3xLR8… www.artwallpaperhi.com/Design/…  are big no's
7. Weapons (unless you're fine with it looking crappy)
8. Robots with weapons
9. Mecha bodysuits
10. When in doubt...just ask me :0

That's about it. Big Fool Emoji-03 (Creep Stare) [V2] 
For anything related to anything written above, NOTE me if any part of it is unclear. Comments here will be hidden, so yeah.

PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS ABOVE IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0

Design & Code by Celvas
Great many thanks to Kiam

Still on hiatus

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 2, 2013, 12:45 PM
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...And wondering why people can be THAT irritating sometimes.

On a random note (to distract myself from thinking of the sentence above, I admit) if you can have two superpowers of any kind, what would you like to have?

Yes, two, because one is never enough.
Not like I can grant your wish or anything...but...it'll be fun...I think...I don't know...hahah...

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Short Hiatus

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 14, 2013, 5:40 AM
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With this journal, I'm announcing a (hopefully) short hiatus for a couple of weeks. I was expected to go and visit some members of my extended family and they live in noticeably small cities whose internet connection would be limited at best. I will be going in a couple of days.

Please keep in mind that even though it appears as if I had just submitted an artwork (and you might expect me to be there, sitting behind my laptop with my fingers ready on top of the keyboard) I might not even be near a computer with internet connection at that moment, since I will take advantage of the scheduler. I will have my phone ready most of the time to comment on your admirable artworks and reply to the attentive comments you sent, but even then I cannot guarantee the internet connection from my phone is at its best.

I will finish the artworks I owe to some of you before I go, of course, because I might not be in possession of drawing and coloring tools by the time I was out of town. I'd like to suggest not to commission me for now, considering it would take longer for you to get your commissioned piece submitted here once I'm away. However, if waiting is not a problem to you, then I sincerely thank you for your patience.

If there is anything I forgot to write, or if there is anything anyone would like to say, I will revise this journal later and put all the additional information on top of this news.

Thank you for your attention.


Now, for a tag by IsaacGrim6195
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1. You must posts these rules.
2. Each person has to share 10 things about them. 
3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the persons you tag will have to answer.
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page to inform them they are tagged.
6. Not something like "you are tagged if you read that".
7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
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1. What is your favorite Grimm Fairy Tale?
Either Der Eisenhans or Blaubart.

2. How about your favorite television show, animated or live action?
Can I put the Game of Thrones here?

3. Are you a legend of Zelda fan?
Ah, unfortunately I'm not very familiar with it.

4. Do you think the needs of many people should outweigh the needs of an individual?
I'm not exactly an utilitarian, but I suppose it depends on the situation.

5. What is one thing you hope for in the future, either of yourself or others?
When 'world domination' and 'peace' is cliche, I will settle for hoping people would stop it with whatever we do to quicken the goddamned global warming.

6. If you could have a weapon from any game or show, what weapon would you have?
A sharp, thick, ornately carved, huge-ass battle axe. I don't care from what show it's from.

7. Succubi: Love'em or hate'em?
I quite like them.

8. Do you believe in ghosts?
When I want to, yes.

9. Coffee: Yes, or yes?
I'd like it better with cream, loads and loads of cream.

10. On a scale of 1 to Gorgeous, about how handsome would you say I am?
Hm. I'd say...good-looking.

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Alright, now for the 10 questions I had to invent:
1. Describe 'badass' in your own term.
2. What kind of a character from a movie/film/show/anime/otherwise you absolutely hate? Please describe the traits without mentioning the name of the said character(s) if any.
3. Are you able to multitask?
4. Would you rather be a warrior, a magician, an assassin, an archer, or a healer if you were to be included in a Medieval hunting party? And why?
5. What would be the necessary tools and equipments to achieve World Domination in your opinion?
6. What character (from any movie/film/show/anime/otherwise) would be the perfect embodiment of beauty to you?
7. What character (from any movie/film/show/anime/otherwise) would be the perfect embodiment of manliness to you?
8. In case of emergency in a life-threatening situation, who would be the first person you try to contact if you can?
9. Do you believe I'm a sausage?
10. If someone told you he can grant you a wish, but you know full well that whatever you asked he would twist it to make you regret ever wished for that...what is the one wish you can think of that could possibly be twist-proof?

Here be the victims:
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:iconkittensparadise::iconqmeracleb::iconth3luckyshipper::iconkechuppika::iconumbreonkit:

And everyone else who feel like answering my silly questions.

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Ahah

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 5, 2013, 11:45 PM
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Anyone have any good movie suggestions?
I'd love to watch it, old or new, as long as it made an impression on you, not easy to guess, and not something too well known (because I might have already watched it, aha).

On another note, how are you guys lately?

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It's 3 am here.
Should go to sleep.

But I can't, because I'm in a weirdly bad mood at the moment because of irl friends.
I like irl friends, but I dislike irl friends. I need them, but I don't want to need them. They're assholes, but they're helpful assholes.
I don't want them to bug me too much, but I don't want them to happily bug someone else because I don't want them to bug me too much.

SO yeah.
Weird mood, but it's weird in an extremely annoying way.
Not to mention that I might be a highly possessive jerk who rages too much.

Screw it.
Maybe I need a shrink.
Or at least some sleep. Ha.

On to the summer course

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 10, 2013, 12:59 AM
I don't know what to do with this header

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...because, like, I want some holidays so bad, but when I actually have THAT much of a free time in my hand, I literally have no idea what to do with it. I can draw (which I've done so much I actually spammed everyone on dA), write (finishing the 8th chapter of LftB), playing some HOGs, reading books I didn't have time to read before (got about 8 novels and a pile of manga on my current to-read list), go outside so I won't stay home all day all week all month like a creep, haunt my friends late at night because somebody's gotta take advantage of their insomnia...

...but still, I have hours of NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO hskjhdkeguogcioeiuy

I'm currently working on art trades and commissions right now. But then...then what? D:

I finally decided to apply for a summer course. haha. yes. I swear I'm not a masochist. It's just that...when I have something to worry about, the free time I have become precious. Maybe I'll regret using my three months of free time for summer classes and not properly having fun inside out like a lot of other people I know. But what can I say? At least right now?

:iconcrashyaomingplz: Whateeeeev

And I don't know what to do with this footer either