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I don't know

3 min read
Regarding roleplays...

For some reasons, there are some roleplays that I just can't get into. I tried, really, and I wanted to be interested in it. But my interest in it just got...lost somewhere, which was neither side's fault, but I just felt that it became more of a burden to me than anything. I wanted to try something else, then I felt my rp partner was still very much interested in it (and probably won't be interested if I offered to change themes/scenes/characters and then it'll become awkward). Sometimes it would be the other way around; I was so interested to rp in this theme, and I was enjoying it so much, then suddenly my rp partner told me they didn't enjoy it and would rather drop the rp altogether. Fair enough, of course, but I'm starting to think I'll never find an rp partner with interests and preference close to mine.

Sometimes I was so interested in an idea because it seemed like lots of fun when I and my rp partner talk about it. But as soon as we put those ideas into work, I realized that I know a lot less about the particular theme/scene/era/stuff than my rp partner. It made me uncomfortable, very much so; having an rp with such unbalanced knowledge, and I'd feel stupid (despite of how nice my rp partner(s) are, because it really isn't about them)...and I don't like feeling stupid. Researching takes a lot of time, and I'll happily do it if my partner is doing it as well; see, I'm more than willing to do it if neither side of the rp know a lot more already. But I can't say this to my rp partner...some people could take this in a calm, relaxed way, but some other couldn't. When I disappear (which is what I usually do when an rp turn uncomfortable for me), I might hurt them. They might not even want to talk to me again or something, and I'd feel guilty.

So, why am I ranting again?

Anyway, I noticed that some of the people I used to talk with months ago haven't been around recently. I suppose I should've expected it when I went on hiatus because of college. Still...too bad. I used to know really fun people. Now I should consider myself lucky if someone write me something interesting or able to make me smile. Even the roleplays aren't that exciting anymore. I'm on holiday, something I've been waiting for a while...but I feel dreadfully bored. And I guess it's sort of my fault for having a hiatus and being rather boring myself. Ahh. I need something interesting, soon, or I might lose interest in even logging into this site.

Maybe I should just close this account and start somewhere new?
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...And the one who gave me that awesome PM had deactivated their account for quite a while :c
On other news: I can move my left arm slightly now...hurrah! Elbow's still hurt like hnng but I can feel it healing ahahah

Also, it's exam week next week.
And the week after.

But nothing can stop me from roleplaying <333 and I'm currently in need of random rps with any of my characters (or I can always make someone new pff) because even though I'm roleplaying with awesome peeps even now, I really need more to keep my mind off my elbaww.

So yeah, that.
I'm so boring lololol

Anyone got an interesting story/idea/stuff to share with me? Anyone?

Art: chicho-san
Diseño: Taishi-umi
Codes:moonfreak
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ugh

4 min read
So yeah, I just got back from the hospital. I fell, broke and dislocated my left elbow, and for the time being I can only type with one hand. Surgery's coming (don't know when though). Anyway, just a heads up that any pictures/rp replies/etc that I owe you will be coming late.

Fortunately(?) I drew that Megan drawing a few hours before.

So tired lol.  Gotta get some sleep.

I hope these people read this:
ChaoticallyKhaos
Hiboru
proud-to-be-haitian
Insane-Alchemist
Marinia-Storyweaver
Csknight1991

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OCs, anime characters, movie characters, your ID picture, you and your bff(s), my style drawing of a real person, superheroes, Disney princesses, anime-fication from a tin plate photograph, idk...as long as it's a human being I think I can handle it :'D
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ROLEPLAYING INFO!** You can still RP with me even if we had RPed before and our previous RP(s) didn't last very long. Just because we didn't make it that long that time doesn't mean we failed at RPing, and just because one (or both) of us wasn't interested that time doesn't mean that either (or both) of our characters weren't interesting! Every characters has their own charm ^_^ We can always try again, and again, and again with different characters for fun (and to practice to be better RPers ourselves)!
Name:
La...or Li...or Lala...or Lali.
Experience:
I've been roleplaying on this site for 4+ years.
Languages:
English.
* Characters using another languages [including foreign characters] will have their languages 'English-ized' for convenience sake, so there's no need to depend on Google Translator.
Favorite genres/setting:
------in no order
1. Historical [No, I don't write in medieval/victorianesque style...I only use normal


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Like, hi.

6 min read


Yey ho.

I often feel like writing a journal, but after picking which skin to use, how to start, and all other stuff, I usually end up not writing anything. Which pissed me off a little. There are so many things I want to write, so many things I want to let out. There are so many topics that I wanted to start to...I don't know, make it a little bit more lively here. But I rarely could.

Now, it's alright if we're talking about normal, casual, every day topic...but I'm like that with my emotions too. There are so many things I want to convey through my drawings, my writings, my face, etc. But it end up either looking nothing like what I had in mind, or only portrayed the slightest of what I'm feeling. And then I got confused thinking of what's wrong with me.

Example: right now. I'm listening to a nice little song from the singer that I like, not particularly swamped with homework, not in the middle of doing one of my part times. I have some free time, surprisingly. And now as I sit in front of my laptop, comfortably seated; with my sketchpad and drawing tools withing my reach...I just don't know what to do and wasn't sure whether I want to do something in particular.

Like...I really want to, but I can never let it out exactly as I wanted, and it made me reluctant to do it, and now I don't want to do it anymore for the moment. And then I'll regret spending my free time in vain. Because there are so much I want to do that I was in no mood to do when I have the time.

So yes...

And to think that I'm no longer a teenager...

By the way, you're free to ignore this little rant about my momentary indecisiveness. And, like, you don't even have to comment or anything. I love comments, but you don't have to, but I'll appreciate it if you do, but--

Nevermind. Ignore me.


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PLEASE NOTE ME WITH THE REQUIREMENTS BELOW IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION. PUT COMMISSION AS A SUBJECT IF YOU'D LIKE A COMMISSION, OR PUT COMMISSION - QUESTION? IF YOU NEED SOMETHING CLARIFIED. Read the FAQ first before noting me, though :0
I can only draw human being.Llama Emoji-18 (Eating Ramen) [V1]  So if it's not human (and you would really like me to draw it for you anyway) I'll draw its human version, haha.
OCs, anime characters, movie characters, your ID picture, you and your bff(s), my style drawing of a real person, superheroes, Disney princesses, anime-fication from a tin plate photograph, idk...as long as it's a human being I think I can handle it :'D
Check out my gallery if you wish to see my style and preferences. I can experiment if you'd like me to, but the closest it is to what I usually draw, the b
ROLEPLAYING INFO!** You can still RP with me even if we had RPed before and our previous RP(s) didn't last very long. Just because we didn't make it that long that time doesn't mean we failed at RPing, and just because one (or both) of us wasn't interested that time doesn't mean that either (or both) of our characters weren't interesting! Every characters has their own charm ^_^ We can always try again, and again, and again with different characters for fun (and to practice to be better RPers ourselves)!
Name:
La...or Li...or Lala...or Lali.
Experience:
I've been roleplaying on this site for 4+ years.
Languages:
English.
* Characters using another languages [including foreign characters] will have their languages 'English-ized' for convenience sake, so there's no need to depend on Google Translator.
Favorite genres/setting:
------in no order
1. Historical [No, I don't write in medieval/victorianesque style...I only use normal


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